It has been a very long time since I last used this blog, I had forgotten it.  The sands of time had slipped through my fingers and reading back on the previous posts they reminded me of emotional times.  During the 2004/2005 years I went through alot of heartache and change.  6 years later and here I am. I have moved country, I have married and I am settled. The previous posts on here were based around 2 people, they are still lurking in the background of my lif...

As the pinkest petal begins to uncurl from the storm my love overflows with the dew drop rain, it tumbles to the moistened grass and slivers along the land seeking the one... the winds of the west had carried my love as tears I did weep, before they shattered upon the palest cheek, through the greyest sky my love travelled far and settled here upon the silkiest stem where it dropped to the ground... and continued searching... It continues to search for the one w...

Romanticism, an exciting and mysterious quality that has turned the pages of time and closed...happiness of a gest that your true love leaves has been washed away with the tears of years gone by...the beating of a love struck chord upon your heart plays music that soothes like a lullaby. Chivalry, a courteous manner towards female company in an old fashioned way has been banished by strong willed women and men who refuse to show weakness. Yet deep inside the hearts of women they long for a...

Loneliness, a gest that one can feel but alone, as I sit here in the darkness, there is no peeking light, there is no warmth upon the breeze seeking to chill my heart, the tears that shatter upon my cheek, crystal crashes and yet no-one turns. Bound in dust of memories passed, will this heart of stone crumble in future days, peace is all that this soul wishes to find, to be able to settle down and not worry about what is left behind. As the ropes around my mind start to tie hard...

As I sit here searching for the words to make things right, my mind roams on and thinks of all the things I wish to say, yet for some reason they no longer want to flow. Apologies I know I should send yet someways I believe in what I say. Our friendship was so strong and now it seems to be once again slipping away, emotions are one sided and my heart spoke without reason but yet do we still have a friendship to save? Interferance and impatience has made us disagree all I can do now is say ...

Can you hear me tonight when I cry out your name with loneliness, do you hear me when my tears crash around my cheeks as I look for you, when my heart aches with every thought of what we may be losing, as I wish I could just turn back the steps I traced and walk them again. As I wait in anticipation just to see your name appear across my screen, to laugh with you for just a while, to be able to once again say "hello my friend how was your day", is something I miss, the warmth, th...

So, I thought I'd post the introduction to the book I'm writing, 8 months down the line and still writing *sigh* Will it leave you wanting to read more? Any advice, good or bad will be appreciated. Children of the Night roam the darkened street, out of the watchful eye of strangers, adults who wish to cause them harm, if you listen carefully you'll hear the whispers of "why". Dragging their feet, treading gently, leaving behind not a print of existence. They wish not to be discove...

You are as beautiful as the shaded orange sky at the end of the day, Your smile brightens your surroundings and those that walk in your shadows, Your voice is the deepest of calm like waves crashing against the air, emotions clash and then ripple free... Your eyes are the window to your soul, I plonge within and drown, gasping for air I do not try...I am at peace. Copyright IceTippedTears 2004

If you ever hunger, turn to me, look deep into my soulful eyes and see how much I hunger for you too. The want of time gone by slowly creeps up and covers our bodies so. At the bottom of my stomach can you too feel the pain, the nervous start of our first kiss, the excited feeling of our first touch. My fingers seek to touch you so, set your body alive with ripples that flow throughout from head to toe. Waves of emotions crash inside this body, wishing they would mount and crash agai...

Immortality, elixir shall reign in your world for eternity... loneliness shall harden your heart... and as your neighbour sings her sweet lullaby from the loop next door, your heart strings will pull and make you wish that with this woman you could join and slowly pass the days growing old That immortality loop that you encased your soul within... hoping to never grow old, to live your life until the end of time, to watch the world pass you by, never having to make someone cry ...

Interesting ! I was looking up the meaning of Seduction and through all of the definitions given this one jumped out at me the most *enticing someone astray from right behavior* is it possible that the grand art of seduction is really classed as corruption? Corruption being the way of destroying someone's loyalty, honesty or moral integrity, when we set out to seduce someone intentionally will the winning result be corruption? I know a few months ago I set out to win the heart of so...

I'm afraid, afraid of what lurks in the darkest depths of my heart, what he thinks as he wakes this morning, what may have disappeared overnight, our connection was so strong, so urgent and what we both thought would last. My head is full of swirling thoughts, my stomach turns at every twist and yet I sit here waiting. Will he call me, will he walk away like I offered, the longer the day goes on the more I begin to think he has done just that. The music that surrounds me now is extre...

In my life I wish for many things, I seek new sensations with every path taken, I meet new friends and another day ends, yet somewhere I know you wait for me, wishing upon the midnight stars for exactly the same thing, to be if only for once, together in each others arms. The darkness will become light, the cold will feel the heat from our love, your worries of life will fade, if just for a while, trust shall unite and keep us smiling, fears shall be buried until the light of ...

If you were to be the opposite of all I wish would my mind control my body and do as I bid. If the body was not a permanent object could I take another form, would my senses stop and forbid? Were you to be the desert, could I become the sea...could our boundaries form one, the chill of the salt water touching the heat of the sand setting it floating free? Were you to be the sky, could I become a cloud...simply passing our days in the same space, my trailing wisper gently tickling the...