It has been a very long time since I last used this blog, I had forgotten it.  The sands of time had slipped through my fingers and reading back on the previous posts they reminded me of emotional times. 

During the 2004/2005 years I went through alot of heartache and change. 

6 years later and here I am.

I have moved country, I have married and I am settled. The previous posts on here were based around 2 people, they are still lurking in the background of my life and the shadows to my heart but I do believe that they always will.

Some people are just meant to be.  Be in your life, be in your heart and I accept that now.  I no longer ache, cry or fear that they won't be there, they just are.

What comes next, I don't know, my muse has been gone for so long but I do feel the need to write.  Please bear with me.