With the dawn of each new found day my mind disappears into a world of it's own mixing two worlds together, reality and fantasy. This blog will be just a short step along the path with me, it may at times divide into one realm or another, only can you tel


Can you hear me tonight when I cry out your name with loneliness,
do you hear me when my tears crash around my cheeks as I look for you,
when my heart aches with every thought of what we may be losing,
as I wish I could just turn back the steps I traced and walk them again.

As I wait in anticipation just to see your name appear across my screen,
to laugh with you for just a while,
to be able to once again say "hello my friend how was your day",
is something I miss, the warmth, the friendship.

Fire burns deep down inside my soul,
yet you'll never ever know,
the ache that creeps at my body whole,
as I wait so see your name and hope we'll once again be as we were.

As you lay alone watching the ceiling above,
do you even ponder on how much I may just love,
does it tweak at your heart when you think upon my name,
I should maybe now let you go but inside my heart you shall always remain.

Comments
on Jun 17, 2004
Is this about who I think it is?

Well, whether it is or not...your words echo mine for someone else...they touched me deeply and made me feel a sadness that can't be completely taken away. xxxxxx
Love you.
on Jun 17, 2004
It's amazing how well OTHER people are able to sum up the torrent of emotions going through my head. I'm keeping a copy of this on my PC from now on... you put it all so well!
on Jun 17, 2004
It's sad to think so many people feel what I have felt but if I can make one person see themselves in it then my job is done.

probably not anon it's an old one that's been sitting in my files, I wrote it for *Kisses* and yes it does keep a sadness wrapped around it.
on Jun 18, 2004
Thanks IceTippedTears. I feel a lot like Zoomba, seems like you took all of my incoherent thoughts and emotions and weaved them into a beautiful verse. More power to you!

X
on Jun 18, 2004
Thank you and know that those emotions do eventually start to fade but writing your thoughts and emotions no matter how mumbled tend to help the process, at least I find.